Dear Lonely Boy,
I know that you are suffering beyond words or pain could measure. It’s hard to explain to others why are you are depressed, anxious and suicidal.
You know that your friends in school are not real. They have been gossiping and spreading lies behind your back. When you need them the most, they left you hanging. Know that they are toxic and deserve to be cut off from your life.
It’s hurtful that even your family members didn’t notice how different you have been. What’s ironic is that your sister who is studying psychology is not aware of your condition. Your parents and siblings are in denial with your condition and, they keep on questioning the doctor’s diagnosis.
The teachers keep emphasising on education because it’s your future but they don’t know that you are dying inside. What’s unbelievable is how doubtful they are when you show the medical letter to them. In their eyes, this can’t be true at all.
How can the most bubbly and free-spirited person have mental illness: major depression and anxiety disorder with suicidal tendencies? It’s impossible in their eyes because all these times you have been a joy and angle to them.
Stop putting that mask on your face every single day love, it’s time to let the world see what’s inside you all these while. The pain, betrayal, hopelessness, let it all out. I know that it’s dark inside. It’s where your demons hide. Don’t let the darkness consume you.
Don’t you worry love, see heaven got a plan for you. When you get through this, you will be a strong warrior who is proud of your battle scar.
I know what’s on your mind now but please don’t carry it on. Put the blades, knives and pills down. Remember what I just told you.